It had been some time that I didn't update my blog... So many things happened for the past 7 months.. I was not done with my past but Things kept coming in my ways... ~~~ Sigh ....


Perhaps it would be better if I practice what the Sponge bob used to say:

Cheers,




Marcela :)

Care about your hair ????  ;)


       Well... My hair got problem before... When I entered university life, I started to realize that  my hair loss became even more serious.. Thought of getting *bald* very soon  if I didn't do something.. Sounds scary isn't it? hahaha.. But I meant it.. I tried several types of shampoos and ended up nothing.. I did try Panteen, Dove, Rejoice etc.. all types of common shampoo.. Only to find out that it didn't work at all ~ Sadies.. hahaaa.. 


      Then.. I went through some readings and found out that most probably (still not too sure)  hair loss occurred due to stress and shampoo with many chemicals.. hohoho. Well, I changed and tried natural shampoo brand *Franch*.. It's perfect.. solved my hair problem.. emm. But  I was quite surprised;  it's only available in USM pharmacy.. yeap,  I went to several markets/shops before but cannot find one.. have to buy in bundles and berjimat pakai ... hehe


                                                                 


     Now.. Planned to apply hair serum to protect and ensure my hair always shines :)


                                                                  

                                                                       You can try it :)

Better now or never :)
 Marcela

I guess that's just how life gonna be...

~   what is this feeling...
         I wake up early in the morning...
         staring at the sky..
         waiting for the sunrise...
         but then... right this moment..
         it's so dark... I'm lost.. 
                                                                what is that sound...
                                                                whisper softly...
                                                                ....... make me wonder..
                                                       is there any light beyond that shadow...




              I guess that's just how life gonna be..I made plan A.. B.. and C..
but.. when the time  comes.. it's just like that.. sounds kinda sad.. isn't it.. when someone starts wishin " wish I have done everythin since the start.. " and even more pathetic one... "Nahh.. let's go play happily" when u know... it's not going to happen.. ha ha ha.. :(
              What is so great about knowin lot of things and yet couldn't do anything about it.. too bad.. hahaaa... eemm.. I have finished my first experiment.. but.. still feel like "something wrong somewhere"... like.. yeahh.. think I should repeat it again... hahaha.. and then... how about the 2nd experiment... next... thesis writing.. and bla bla bla... lot of things yet need to be done. sadiee..
hahaha.. 


Ok.. let see.. I'm gonna write them down..


1) Final year project - experiment 2
2) Final year project - thesis writing
3) 3 subjects with tests and pop quiz :
     *Bot 205 ( physic concepts.. my old memories berkarat already.. need to work hard)
     *BGt314 (need to start reading news.. research.. research.. and research...) giler..hahahaa
     *Akp 202( management : aahhh!! this one is really like sejarah one.. i need extra *external disc
4) CUS life
5) go play..sing.. dance... enjoy..go shopping.. and sleep peacefully... Like nothing happen hahaha  :)


WAIT..!!! I think there's something wrong somewhere..
I should MOVE the 5th one to 1st sequnce.. hahahaa  
I dunno why but....


this morning when I wake up... and I listen to my heart..
It Feels right.. I need more *peace* and *happiness* to go through those pain..
doin things with head spinning around is just wastin my time...
eemm... still.. I need something more that anything else..
I need ur help.. Father.. guide me in Your light.. with ur holy spirit.. :)
and bless me.. 
whatever I do.. amen ..

Be happy !!! 

                                             

This is what I love the most : drink orange juice with a big grin at the beach... U got ur time all over the world..hahaa :)

                                      Miss my home.. sobss sobss.. If i was there.. wanna go play.  hohoho

P/s

1st week of my holidays here... :p

Guess what? after 3 years studying in USM.. and just finished my final semester.. waiting for a long break a.k.a cuti2 malaysia made me felt really excited..I meant extremely excited bla bla bla .. *speechless*.. hahahaa.. Well,  I had listed down few things that needed to be done during holidays... hehehe.. 

      ~ before that,  one very important thing I need to put in my mind.. I only got  1 and half month of holidays since I'll start working on 1st July 2011... precisely 1 month and 20 days for my aramai tie.. hahaha.. which meant I really need to enjoy myself to the fullest... while I'm still here in SABAH..

~~~ Few things I must do during holidays:

1) Drive everyday to be a competent @ skillful driver... since I got my P almost 1 year already but still I didn't get used to driving... ayoohhh. hahaa

2) My former supervisor asked me to write a journal draft and publish it.. It will be based on my research during my Final Year Project.. thought i could go and rumamai everyday.. NO-NO !! still have to do something like this.. cisss. haha

3) Keep an eye on my result.. wait for actual result to come out and fill in SPA a.k.a permohonan kerja kerajaan.. This one is a MUST.. since I am JPA student..and bound to JPA contract.. if not, have to pay everything.. my bad. ahahaa

4) I must go to at least one of the beach in Sabah >> REUNION at  Pulau Manukan... with my schoolmastes during high school.. well.. Cheer up girl.. It's been long time I didn't meet any of them.. tekejut kan?? hahahaa

5) Spend more time with my family here.. try to be a good sister .. Try to not overdo a.k.a tease my siblings.. Hope so!! got that feeling that I won't change anyway.. hahaa

6) Meet my BFFs as often as possible... molisau.. lorraine.. mar-kolet, heidi... they're all my besties since I was small.. Missing them... hehehe :p

7) There're still more things need to do.. and be writen here.. but.. never mind.. I'll keep it short : JUST HAVE FUN MARCELA... whatever it is, cherish the small things in ur life.. hahaha

                 " 2nd day my holidays here: Steamboat with my dear friends here... Luv u all.. " hehe :)

Simple but nice.. that's the words for today... heheehehe :)

P/S At the same time... bole round2 cari tanak wagu.. kidding.. hahaha :p

#### “Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

Ku sayang kamu.. hahaha >> marcela :)

When I was backed to my senses.. hohoho :)

"YOU" keep on running in and out of my mind.. haaiiizzz...!! he.he.he  :)

         I thought it would be easier after..... going through everything.. All those crazy things.. bla bla bla.. (membebel).. hahahaa... well.. perhaps I forgot something.. yeah.. Think so!! ahyooo.. @~@   You.. you.. you kept on running in my mind.. haaaiiizz!!  >.<

Yaiii.. I was quite excited already... .. For sure, no need to attend the lectures anymore.. no assignments, no tests and no laboratory reports.  I LIKE !! hahaha. .since everything is going to end very soon. eemmm.. but then.. I still got last xm paper on 3rd of May... and  viva for my thesis on 9th of May (9.00am).. still OK la.. !! cause I got time to play around before facing them.. and wish me LUCk!!  hehe :p

Lots of *things* waiting... to be packed and sent back to Sabah.. wonder How many box??? Not sure.. but this gonna *kikis* my money just to ensure I sent everything back to my hometown.. hohooho..   

soon.. I'm gonna be someone like *you*.. wake up early in the morning.. dress up something like this... have a light breakfast.. and Rooooooooommm (bunyi kereta) go to 

place where I belong... sounds interesting.. isn't it?? well, I never thought that I would end up with this kind of life.. I used to think to pursue my study in master.. but.. eemm. maybe someday.. Job experience is more important now.. Pray that I don't take the  wrong exit.. hahaha :p

Recently... this kind of *thing* popped into my mind... a simple car.. the most economical and easy-to-drive.. isn't it?? Yeah.. It's not bad for someone like me.. hehehe  .. start dreaming @~@  travel everywhere.. anytime.. do whatever makes me happy.. hope to get one soon..  :)

#### Dear God.. I pray "Let everything go smoothly.. Help me to go  through everything..and "If  I accidentally U-turn and drive on the wrong side of the road" .Oh No!! Please remind me.. and guide me in your light. . hehehe.. ThanX !! amen :)

Last but not least, HOME SWEET HOME... uiieee.. hahaha :p


Lots of hugs.. Marcela.. wakakkaka :p

Amazing... That kind of *interview session*... :)

Hi-Tea at Villa Primavera

The moment we reached there... I was amazed when looking at the beautiful garden and huge villa... Well, needless to mention, along the way.. in fact, I got seen this kind of antique statues.. Guess what?? they're all designed based on Indian art. 

A male statue, looks interesting.. isn't it??? (naked) hehehe :)

A Female statue... O.M.G, see, what she got over there.. unik + penuh kesenian.. haha

Another one... a lot of statues.. along the way.. hahahaa :)

well... One interesting thing about this Texchem company, the leader was Japanese guy.He's smart and very kind one. I used to think that when we go for interview, we have to sit politely, trying hard to guess what sort of questions they might ask.. answer n smile sweetly.. hahaha

But this time around, the moment I reached there.. I realized that I got it all wrong.. We're all being invited to eat happily and free to move around.. searching for different kind o food.. They got rice, roasted chicken, vegetables, cakes, dessert, SUSHI... many more.. hahahaha... and not forget to mention, BEERS.. wine.. I kinda got excited already... O.M.G!!! I ate eemm.. not sure.. 6/7/8 rounds??? well. I really ate to my heart's content..hahaa...
another thing was actually.. to get rid from being asked with so many questions... KEEP ON EATING.. sumbat mkanan banyak2 dalam mulut.. when the CEOs saw u busy chewing on something... They won't really force u to answer questions anyway. Good trick, isn't it?? hahaha


Unlike common interview session.... U felt more relax... The CEOs somehow.. I dunno.. How to say??? They could make funny jokes... which made U felt relieved.. So.. It's not  *tertekan* like talking to ur Future bos.. but more like talking to your friend... I LIKE It.. hahaha

yaiii... If I'm not mistaken.. this one was my 6th round already.. hahaa

Apart from having beautiful garden n villa.. They also got 5 stars TOILET... wait.. Let me showed U.. the moment I entered the washroom... the smell was even nicer than my perfume.. hahaha

ahhhhh... see. they got everything inside there. I wished can take bigger picture..

Well... there was something I did learn when attending this kind of so-called *interview*..
1) smart casual dress code (cannot wear jeans/ short pants)... thank God I managed to changed before I    reached there. hahaa
2) They were not really looking at your CGPA... of course they still took that one into account.. but still, they're more interested to see your SKILLS. One of the CEOs explained to me that they're looking for OUTSTANDING student.. who can socialize... good in communicating.. etc.. well, U know that sort of things..
3) Be relaxed... smile... and answer politely... They're kind anyway.. hehehe  :)
4) Since it's a free food. why not U just eat and enjoy yourself??? (Out of topic... hahahaa )

" Whatever it is... ENJOY it!!!.. cause it might be your first and last chance ever..hohoho "

With Love:  MarCela  ~~~ wakakakaka :)