Care about your hair ????  ;)


       Well... My hair got problem before... When I entered university life, I started to realize that  my hair loss became even more serious.. Thought of getting *bald* very soon  if I didn't do something.. Sounds scary isn't it? hahaha.. But I meant it.. I tried several types of shampoos and ended up nothing.. I did try Panteen, Dove, Rejoice etc.. all types of common shampoo.. Only to find out that it didn't work at all ~ Sadies.. hahaaa.. 


      Then.. I went through some readings and found out that most probably (still not too sure)  hair loss occurred due to stress and shampoo with many chemicals.. hohoho. Well, I changed and tried natural shampoo brand *Franch*.. It's perfect.. solved my hair problem.. emm. But  I was quite surprised;  it's only available in USM pharmacy.. yeap,  I went to several markets/shops before but cannot find one.. have to buy in bundles and berjimat pakai ... hehe


                                                                 


     Now.. Planned to apply hair serum to protect and ensure my hair always shines :)


                                                                  

                                                                       You can try it :)

Better now or never :)
 Marcela

I remembered meeting someone ;)

I remembered meeting someone...

~ Who talked like Discovery channel (Astro)  555. He talked with knowledge and full of confidence.

~ Who told me that he lost in peace when first time seeing me saying a silent prayer.

~ Who told me that I was smart, intelligent, and beautiful > make me still wonder, he exaggerate a  

       bit.. isn't it? ;) 

~ And told me I looked cute when at times, I got that natural mimics on my face.. yet, I dunno what   

       he meant and when that happened. 

~ Who told me that he's very comfortable when he went out with me.. and didn't mind spending the 

       whole day talking to me. hahahhaa..

~ Who swore that he would be a slave, ready to do anything for me if I accepted him as Bf.... 

        haizzzz  T.T

~ Who confessed falling in love after meeting me for 3 times.. >>> Thinking back, I never take it as 

       dating when going out with him.. That's too fast, isn't it? hehehe

~ Who invited me to go visit his parents and stayed overnight at his house.. >>> sounds quite 

       serious when talking about meeting parents.. scary.. aiyooo.. 

       and... yea.. a person who told me that he will wait for me.. until I say "yes".. hehehe 

 " I never thought that there's something like this happen to me... I dunno.. It takes time anyway. But. i hope God will guide me.. when comes to making decision.."  ;)

You've gotta be extra careful
With the things nearest to you
You know the closer you get to something
The tougher it is to see it


      Explain to me this happiness
      That you just got to experience
      Or maybe you are so blessed
      That you cannot even remember


And I'll never take it for granted
It's fine to say "Never give up"
And "Keep chasing your dreams"


     But the more time you spend talking big
     The less you get done
     I'll press that handful of courage against my heart
     And with its help.. survive another day
   
 ...... And I'll never take it for granted..
 ....... Let's go...   ^_ ^




~~   All this time, I used to think pursuing master directly after my degree.. yeah.. It's always been my dream.. becoming lecturer.. And to my surprised.. When the time came for me to decide.. when I was about sending my master form.. headache for 1 week.. Not sure whether working vs master, I made up mind to accept the job offer.. U know why?? I dunno.. Me too.. I wonder why.. scared that I made a wrong exit.. and regret everything.. hahhaa.. eeemm.. whatever it is.. I have made up my mind.. Not sure whether it's Ok or not.. but just hope for a miracle... :)
      

                                    ~ Wishing upon a star.. shining brightly :)

Let the music heal your heart...

Watching 705 Hitz everyday.. Listening to 855 Mix.fm and 852 Hitz.fm during holidays ... made me realized that there were lots of wonderful songs I didn't even know.. Well, my friends told me this and that bla bla bla song was nice.. then only I searched and downloaded it.. What a borink life to listen to same songs.. and go karoke.. singing same songs.. can say ketinggalan zaman kalo bab bab muzik .. hahaha 

       By the way, I downloaded few lovely songs :

    1) Jessica mauboy - What happen to us

    2) Jessica Mauboy - That girl

    3) Cody Simpson - Perfect

    4) Kat Deluna - Dancing tonight

    5) Click 5 - Don't let me go

    6) Skylar grey ft Lupe fiasco - Words I never said

    7) Diddy Dirty Money ft Skylar Grey - Coming home

When mood was not really that good.. listening to music healed the pain, sadness, sorrow etc.. meaningful n cool lyrics make u realize that u're not alone.. hehehe  :)

For movies.. I love channel 702 DIVA ( The Oprah 8am every morning) very inspiring one.. and 701 CSI/ Hawai 5 O.. sometimes watched 104 Cinta Melody.. but i don't really like it.. here, life seemed so cruel and unfair.. so many problems.. end up losing something.Tears for fears and sorrows. hahaha.. Cartoons? yeah.. I did watch that one together with my little brothers.. Not bad.. Sin Chan, Doraemon, etc. macam budak2.. hahaha.. siookkk !!!  

                                                             Aramai tie karoke :p

I will LOVE U more each day... haahhaa :)

I guess that's just how life gonna be...

~   what is this feeling...
         I wake up early in the morning...
         staring at the sky..
         waiting for the sunrise...
         but then... right this moment..
         it's so dark... I'm lost.. 
                                                                what is that sound...
                                                                whisper softly...
                                                                ....... make me wonder..
                                                       is there any light beyond that shadow...




              I guess that's just how life gonna be..I made plan A.. B.. and C..
but.. when the time  comes.. it's just like that.. sounds kinda sad.. isn't it.. when someone starts wishin " wish I have done everythin since the start.. " and even more pathetic one... "Nahh.. let's go play happily" when u know... it's not going to happen.. ha ha ha.. :(
              What is so great about knowin lot of things and yet couldn't do anything about it.. too bad.. hahaaa... eemm.. I have finished my first experiment.. but.. still feel like "something wrong somewhere"... like.. yeahh.. think I should repeat it again... hahaha.. and then... how about the 2nd experiment... next... thesis writing.. and bla bla bla... lot of things yet need to be done. sadiee..
hahaha.. 


Ok.. let see.. I'm gonna write them down..


1) Final year project - experiment 2
2) Final year project - thesis writing
3) 3 subjects with tests and pop quiz :
     *Bot 205 ( physic concepts.. my old memories berkarat already.. need to work hard)
     *BGt314 (need to start reading news.. research.. research.. and research...) giler..hahahaa
     *Akp 202( management : aahhh!! this one is really like sejarah one.. i need extra *external disc
4) CUS life
5) go play..sing.. dance... enjoy..go shopping.. and sleep peacefully... Like nothing happen hahaha  :)


WAIT..!!! I think there's something wrong somewhere..
I should MOVE the 5th one to 1st sequnce.. hahahaa  
I dunno why but....


this morning when I wake up... and I listen to my heart..
It Feels right.. I need more *peace* and *happiness* to go through those pain..
doin things with head spinning around is just wastin my time...
eemm... still.. I need something more that anything else..
I need ur help.. Father.. guide me in Your light.. with ur holy spirit.. :)
and bless me.. 
whatever I do.. amen ..

Be happy !!! 

                                             

This is what I love the most : drink orange juice with a big grin at the beach... U got ur time all over the world..hahaa :)

                                      Miss my home.. sobss sobss.. If i was there.. wanna go play.  hohoho

P/s

1st week of my holidays here... :p

Guess what? after 3 years studying in USM.. and just finished my final semester.. waiting for a long break a.k.a cuti2 malaysia made me felt really excited..I meant extremely excited bla bla bla .. *speechless*.. hahahaa.. Well,  I had listed down few things that needed to be done during holidays... hehehe.. 

      ~ before that,  one very important thing I need to put in my mind.. I only got  1 and half month of holidays since I'll start working on 1st July 2011... precisely 1 month and 20 days for my aramai tie.. hahaha.. which meant I really need to enjoy myself to the fullest... while I'm still here in SABAH..

~~~ Few things I must do during holidays:

1) Drive everyday to be a competent @ skillful driver... since I got my P almost 1 year already but still I didn't get used to driving... ayoohhh. hahaa

2) My former supervisor asked me to write a journal draft and publish it.. It will be based on my research during my Final Year Project.. thought i could go and rumamai everyday.. NO-NO !! still have to do something like this.. cisss. haha

3) Keep an eye on my result.. wait for actual result to come out and fill in SPA a.k.a permohonan kerja kerajaan.. This one is a MUST.. since I am JPA student..and bound to JPA contract.. if not, have to pay everything.. my bad. ahahaa

4) I must go to at least one of the beach in Sabah >> REUNION at  Pulau Manukan... with my schoolmastes during high school.. well.. Cheer up girl.. It's been long time I didn't meet any of them.. tekejut kan?? hahahaa

5) Spend more time with my family here.. try to be a good sister .. Try to not overdo a.k.a tease my siblings.. Hope so!! got that feeling that I won't change anyway.. hahaa

6) Meet my BFFs as often as possible... molisau.. lorraine.. mar-kolet, heidi... they're all my besties since I was small.. Missing them... hehehe :p

7) There're still more things need to do.. and be writen here.. but.. never mind.. I'll keep it short : JUST HAVE FUN MARCELA... whatever it is, cherish the small things in ur life.. hahaha

                 " 2nd day my holidays here: Steamboat with my dear friends here... Luv u all.. " hehe :)

Simple but nice.. that's the words for today... heheehehe :)

P/S At the same time... bole round2 cari tanak wagu.. kidding.. hahaha :p

#### “Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

Ku sayang kamu.. hahaha >> marcela :)

When I was backed to my senses.. hohoho :)

"YOU" keep on running in and out of my mind.. haaiiizzz...!! he.he.he  :)

         I thought it would be easier after..... going through everything.. All those crazy things.. bla bla bla.. (membebel).. hahahaa... well.. perhaps I forgot something.. yeah.. Think so!! ahyooo.. @~@   You.. you.. you kept on running in my mind.. haaaiiizz!!  >.<

Yaiii.. I was quite excited already... .. For sure, no need to attend the lectures anymore.. no assignments, no tests and no laboratory reports.  I LIKE !! hahaha. .since everything is going to end very soon. eemmm.. but then.. I still got last xm paper on 3rd of May... and  viva for my thesis on 9th of May (9.00am).. still OK la.. !! cause I got time to play around before facing them.. and wish me LUCk!!  hehe :p

Lots of *things* waiting... to be packed and sent back to Sabah.. wonder How many box??? Not sure.. but this gonna *kikis* my money just to ensure I sent everything back to my hometown.. hohooho..   

soon.. I'm gonna be someone like *you*.. wake up early in the morning.. dress up something like this... have a light breakfast.. and Rooooooooommm (bunyi kereta) go to 

place where I belong... sounds interesting.. isn't it?? well, I never thought that I would end up with this kind of life.. I used to think to pursue my study in master.. but.. eemm. maybe someday.. Job experience is more important now.. Pray that I don't take the  wrong exit.. hahaha :p

Recently... this kind of *thing* popped into my mind... a simple car.. the most economical and easy-to-drive.. isn't it?? Yeah.. It's not bad for someone like me.. hehehe  .. start dreaming @~@  travel everywhere.. anytime.. do whatever makes me happy.. hope to get one soon..  :)

#### Dear God.. I pray "Let everything go smoothly.. Help me to go  through everything..and "If  I accidentally U-turn and drive on the wrong side of the road" .Oh No!! Please remind me.. and guide me in your light. . hehehe.. ThanX !! amen :)

Last but not least, HOME SWEET HOME... uiieee.. hahaha :p


Lots of hugs.. Marcela.. wakakkaka :p

Amazing... That kind of *interview session*... :)

Hi-Tea at Villa Primavera

The moment we reached there... I was amazed when looking at the beautiful garden and huge villa... Well, needless to mention, along the way.. in fact, I got seen this kind of antique statues.. Guess what?? they're all designed based on Indian art. 

A male statue, looks interesting.. isn't it??? (naked) hehehe :)

A Female statue... O.M.G, see, what she got over there.. unik + penuh kesenian.. haha

Another one... a lot of statues.. along the way.. hahahaa :)

well... One interesting thing about this Texchem company, the leader was Japanese guy.He's smart and very kind one. I used to think that when we go for interview, we have to sit politely, trying hard to guess what sort of questions they might ask.. answer n smile sweetly.. hahaha

But this time around, the moment I reached there.. I realized that I got it all wrong.. We're all being invited to eat happily and free to move around.. searching for different kind o food.. They got rice, roasted chicken, vegetables, cakes, dessert, SUSHI... many more.. hahahaha... and not forget to mention, BEERS.. wine.. I kinda got excited already... O.M.G!!! I ate eemm.. not sure.. 6/7/8 rounds??? well. I really ate to my heart's content..hahaa...
another thing was actually.. to get rid from being asked with so many questions... KEEP ON EATING.. sumbat mkanan banyak2 dalam mulut.. when the CEOs saw u busy chewing on something... They won't really force u to answer questions anyway. Good trick, isn't it?? hahaha


Unlike common interview session.... U felt more relax... The CEOs somehow.. I dunno.. How to say??? They could make funny jokes... which made U felt relieved.. So.. It's not  *tertekan* like talking to ur Future bos.. but more like talking to your friend... I LIKE It.. hahaha

yaiii... If I'm not mistaken.. this one was my 6th round already.. hahaa

Apart from having beautiful garden n villa.. They also got 5 stars TOILET... wait.. Let me showed U.. the moment I entered the washroom... the smell was even nicer than my perfume.. hahaha

ahhhhh... see. they got everything inside there. I wished can take bigger picture..

Well... there was something I did learn when attending this kind of so-called *interview*..
1) smart casual dress code (cannot wear jeans/ short pants)... thank God I managed to changed before I    reached there. hahaa
2) They were not really looking at your CGPA... of course they still took that one into account.. but still, they're more interested to see your SKILLS. One of the CEOs explained to me that they're looking for OUTSTANDING student.. who can socialize... good in communicating.. etc.. well, U know that sort of things..
3) Be relaxed... smile... and answer politely... They're kind anyway.. hehehe  :)
4) Since it's a free food. why not U just eat and enjoy yourself??? (Out of topic... hahahaa )

" Whatever it is... ENJOY it!!!.. cause it might be your first and last chance ever..hohoho "

With Love:  MarCela  ~~~ wakakakaka :)

Happy V~Day a.k.a Selamat Hari PENUH kasih sayang.. hehe ^_^

I was glaD~... It's a memorable night..A Night that I appreciated because there's just SOMETHING special happened on that night..wakaka :)

AFTER CUS meeting~ as usual Qubicle, 6.30pm... we're all headed to the respective venue.. supposed to be Hidden Recipe, HR.. finished the meeting around 7.50pm... so hungry D... It's so happened to be Raining.. so, 5 of us : me, Lia, Helen, Joe, and Ebeth.. each one of us holding umbrella..walking in a straight line... waaaa~ The rain became even heavier than b4.. Like happy kids walking in the rain~ yeahhh... a bit BASAH already... but still...It's quite meriah... hehee :)

Birthday suprise party

~ Happy Befday Claire Marie~ LOve u noona...sempat lagi mengalir2 ni air mata.. tharu ka? hehe

~ Wherever I am... *TIDO* is still my favourite one... waiting for someone~ Claire.. since she got her class on that night was just hard for me.. after eating KFC..trus Terlena ni. haha

~ CUS BIG family... I'm gonna MISS u all guys.. hahahaa @~@


One thing I have just realized here... Am I getting FAT D??? hahahaaaa
See... O.M.G!!!! I used to FEEL that I wanna add more.. gain more weight as I feel that I become *KURUS*... Too baD!! Upon seeing this Pic.. I know have to do something D... hahahaa

~ Roommate (LIA) and Me .... see... I had gained weight..marcela.. U need to do something. haha

and Oh yeahh.. I also got flower.. I meant a ROSE.. wakakakaa~ I really LOVE ROSE!!! but.. dun get it WRONG ok.. this one was given by my roommate... well... actually I did hope to get flowers from someone special... emmm.. maybe someday.... not now. hahahaa

~ Roommate.. thank u so much.. I *SAYANG* u too... hehe :)

~It's time to LEAVE... Do u know what does it meant??? oooppsss..hehehe :)



~ well.. noW we reach to the CLIMAX part of V~day story... naahhh. this one was quite interesting one... I'm gonna share with u all about SOMEONE SPecial.. hahahaa .. oh yeahh.. adalah tuee... seseorang kenen.. hahahahaa.... DAting jarak JAUH ni.. wakkaakaa...
wannna see HIM??? taaaaaaDaaaaa!!! ahahahaaa

>>> OOOPPPSsss.. ERROR pula time download picture ni... alaaaalalalaa... TOO BAD.. maybe I should TRY to download it next time... wakakakaaaa... :)


weeeelllll.. have to go now... SEE u guys later... b4 that... something to think about during V~DAY:

***Sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they are from, you know that sometime in the future this person is going to mean something to you...

***I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me....

***Don't apologize for your feelings, it's like apologizing for the truth...

***Sometimes I look at you... and you seem to be looking back at me... but sometimes you look away... like you're afraid of what might happen if you look a second longer.

***Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever..

***I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected????? waaa~ I really like this one.. hahahahaha

***Never long for anyone from the past. There is a reason why they never made it to your future... let add somemore.. ~ Forget ur EX.. hehehe.. n move on.. God has made HIS own plan, something better than u could ever imagine... :)

and the most important ONE shich I really LOVE the most...which I Hold to up until Now..
"If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store..."

~~~ lalalalaaaaa... During this V~day... I missed my parents a lot.. my siblings... my closed frens... and also.... hehehee.. SOMEONE..(ayat sot ini).. KIDDING.. wakakakaaa...
I LOVE U all... May GOd bless U all wherever u are... ^___^

P/s I LOVE U.. hahahaaa ^_^

Bye bye 2010... Welcome to 2011 ~ Make over your life ^_^

** We all need a little overhaul sometimes, and there is no better time than in the new year.~ 2011.. yeah!! I'm talkin' about 2011 resolutions.. Perhaps we can try these ideas and see how it can change your life for the better.. 
By the way, I try some of them. and .. it seems to be workin'...  
Let's do it together!!   hehehe  :)


I mean yeahhh.. Why not try something new everyday.. make our life more challenging.. Do things we never did before... Isn't that interestin' ???  ^_^

• Wake up 20 mins earlier than normal.
• Plan a big task for the week and focus on just that the entire week.
• Read something funny and laugh out loud.. 
• Set aside a HOLY hour  just for yourself.
• Got any debt before???  Then, pay your bills promptly.
• Show up  5 mins early for your appointment..
• Clear your work desk and keep it clutter-free.
• Volunteer for a day.
• Read RAW veggies.. O.M.G. !!! I cannot believe this one... 
• Take a POWER nap..  ZZZzzz... 
• Give something away..
• Say *Thank U*  to a stranger..
• Exercise an extra 10 mins today.
• Make time to eat a healthy breakfast..
• Empty your closet and toss what you don't need.
• Make the bed as soon as you get up.
• Take a deep breath.
• Stay away from the computer for 24 hours..~~  yaiii... I got assignment to do!! Borink life without my laptop.. what about . movie~ing and chattin... I don't want to miss it.. Then.. Do u ever care about your eyes??? 24 hours nonstop starin at the screen.. yaii!! hehe
• SPOIL yourself. ~ If there's anyone you should reward on regular basis, it should be YOU. Especially if you have been workin' hard. Pamper yourself will take that stress away from your body and mind. Takin time out to care for yourself is well deserved.
• Stop multi-tasking. ~ U may think that it is great that u can do two things (or even more)  at the same time.. but do u realize??  research shows that people who are multi-task are less competent at doing several things at once compare to those who just focus on one activity. nahhh.. to make it easier, can u imagine doin three things at the same time??? Doubt it.. sure the mind is mixed up and end up doin nothing. except that u are extraordinary.. hahaa .. anyway, why not try something simple and easy??? why wastin time on the hard way? 
• Replace has-beens. ~ Expire food in the pantry >> Bin it!!!
• Empty your handbag.
• Turn the phone off for a day.. ~ What the heck???  hahaha.. but it's true. are we someone that constantly on the phone or texting someone?  Change it... why not, tear yourself away from your phone for once.. But then.. what if we got emergency thingy??? nahhh... @~@
• Do less for today.
• Do something FUN with someone you like... ~ Perhaps your bf or gf.. your  family.. It can be anyone.. Take time to play around with them..
• Lose an argument..  ~  What??? U think I'm that naive??? don't kiddin me. hahaha. anyway, that's what we always heard. But then.. REALLY? Do u have to be right all the time? Do u need to be that argumentative person even over smallest thing?.. well, if this sounds familiar, now try this one : Lose an argument today. you'd be surprised at how wonderful it can feel not havin to prove a point. There are more important things to think about besides who's right or wrong.. That's it.. Do u agree with me??  hehehe
• Meditate 10 or 30 mins.. Know what? Meditation is one of the best ways to train the brain to think positively.
• Take a look in the mirror and tell yourself something good.